And then I found out how hard it is to really change, Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in. I just wanted the numb inside me to leave. No matter how fucked you get, The sun will return and you come back down! The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had There's glimpses of heaven in every day In the friends that I have, the music I made, The love that I feel, I just had to start again Everybody wants to go to heaven But nobody wants to die I can fear death no longer I've died...