Mood : Hypermanic as I'm listening to one of my favourite djs dropping the meanest UK Hardcore set EVER. 

After posting this I am off to have a little mix session and to literally loose myself.

Oh yeah merry chrsitmas / yule. Have an amazing one 

V x

What am I wearing 

Hair :Tableau Vivant \\ Gothica [2] TopBun

Horns : {Scene} Krampus Horns (old)

Fur : [MODA] SASHA FUR

Nipple cover : CURELESS [+] Pandora's Key ONYX

 TENTACIO  Santa is coming black @fameshedx

Panties : SEKA's Festive Panty

Nails : [FORMANAILS] NAILS - PARTY  

Rings : **RE** Beast Rings

Lights

Waist evani. Christmas lights for Sanya jeans - legacy

Arm and Neck  *An@rchy Ink* Neck & Arm X-mas Lights

Leg *An@rchy Ink* Christmas Leg Lights

Tattoos : .STOIC. INKED  & .Identity. Body Shop - Fire Kiss

Shoes : **UTOPIA@Design** - "DIXIE" 

Body mods : Izzie's - Body Veins & Blemishes 

{aii} + Nose Battle Scar + 

Clemmm - Nosebleed 

duckie . ultra violence

Make up : antielle. Onryou Yuurei Makeup

Izzie's - Nose Blush 

Izzie's - Fawn Spots + Shading

Candy cane : *An@rchy Ink* Candy Cane for mouth

Background snowman : DRD christmas snowman - #notgivingaf

Sleigh : DEAD DOLL - Holiday Sleigh (Decor)

Current mood - Level / Amused / Grateful

I was one of those many spending days to get into Lel for this amazing head. I will say here i am fascinated by the human brain and how humans interact and react, emotional and psychological et al. However I observed what can only be "human emotion and interaction" at its peak! And i say that dripping in sarcasm. Never have I seen so many adults fundementally breakdown their morals, their maturity and their demure. I was actually at one point horrified yet intrigued at how people were acting. The repetitiveness "put it on mp" "let us in" It was practically mob mentality. Fortunately, the lovelies over at Lelukta opened out a further two sims making it 3 you could collect this head from. (just an insert here their CSR staff are diamonds you have unlimited paitence and I actually commend you all, any CSR for that matter. Ive worked 16+ years in f2f customer service and if I could have punched someone I would have, A LOT)

Now for me, my main reasons and this opportunity came at a great time. I've never personally had a Lel head before. I am now asking myself Why? I love it! Its user friendly. beautifully crafted with may options and im a sucker for a hud that does everything! Theirs does from edit to animations etc. I obviously personalised the heck out of it because i refrain from being like anyone else. I made myself look angsty! A new skin a few tweeks with eyebrows, contour layers i purchased and boom! Perfect for me, because lets face it that is me on the regular. 

All in all i am happy ! I do have other heads from other creators which will feature in this blog a lot but for now this post is for the Lel.

What am i wearing? 

Hair  - Exile - Steph

Skin - [theSkinnery] Scarlett (LeLutkaEVO) Holiday Group Gift

Body - Legacy 

Tattoo -  Lilithe'// Cerridwen Tattoos

Outfit - Moon Elixir x MUSE - Madame Noir - Dress - Onyx

Accessory 1 - [CX] Mara Horns

Accessory 2 - [CX] Pierced Septum

 What am i listening to today :- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svaG-JjBzeg

Current mood - Hypomanic

(each mood will be scalled on Depressed - Level - Hypomanic - Manic) 

 If you didnt already know I am a complex bipolar case with several other mental health issues thrown in the mix. This will be a showcase of how i feel because lets face it... at times I'm rubbish with words. 

Why am i back? What is the point? well i love to be creative. I love to edit pictures and I'm wanting to document my moods through creativity. I am not so good with expression so this will be my mouth piece. Plus i am going to do this looking MEGA cute. 

Ive kept some of my old posts as a reminder of my progression! So yeah ... here it goes.

What am i wearing? 

Hair  - TRUTH Shadow - Grayscale 

Body - Legacy 

Nails - [FORMANAILS] NAILS KALISHA 

Tattoo -  THIS IS WRONG Engine shine+tattoo - female pack

Outfit - Mug - Venus Lingerie Set - Black

Accessory 1 - [CX] Mara Horns

Accessory 2 -*Tentacio* mad alice eyepatch

Accessory 3 -*Tentacio* Lady pain hat black